Friday, January 07, 2005

Being in Love is heaven but it can also be a living hell

It's not easy to tell him the stuff that'd lead to break up..
We r not born to break pple's heart in the first place...
can see he's quite frustrated abt the relationship when he use the words "what the hack"

Sigh... it hurts me to read/watch a romantic drama ending so fast...
Romance was never set to last... Sad, isn't it...?

Sometimes, we wished we can find someone who can love us n treat us well. But is that all we really want? The grass is always greener on the other side....

Most of the time, we are looking for someone whom we love passionately with all our hearts..
Have you felt your heart burning so badly for the other? Have you found the guy who got u all excited? If not, do u think this relationship is really worth keeping? Shall we all keep a relationship just because he is good to keep?

We let go of our loved ones just to avoid ruining the good memories and creating bad ones..
We let go of each other because only one party is happily attached..
We let go of the other because we don't wish to hurt them in the future since we are not sure if they are the one...
Who can determine if he/she is the one for me?

I'm confused. As always.. Love is a wonderful thing.. and it can be the most disasterous things that can happen to you...

You know, we hear alot of this.. "If u love him, let him/her go.."

I tried that before. It hurts so badly... wished I didn't allow myself to fall for him from the beginning.. Tot he'd love me n cherish me... Guess my courtship was too easy.. Wished I didn't fall in love with him faster than his fading love for mel.. When it did, what happened next?

Life still goes on, whether u like it or not... He moves on. And so, I shall try to move on too..
There's really no pt keeping someone who dun love you back... If someone really loves u, would he insist living his life his way, knowing it'd hurt u? I've tried giving in... but it hurts the relationship more because of all the frustrations that I have within me... I'm no longer me.. I'm no longer happy.. I doubted him... I can't trust him cos his heart isn't with me...

I wished for a man I love, and who'd truely love me back.. would he come n save me? Is there such a person in the first place. hahahah.... Hopefully, this is really a happy NEW YEAR!! I miss u..